Love Uncrossing Candle - Setting of Lights

I went from wanting him to die to falling deeper in love with him. I do need some help as to what happend & if I should order this again. We screamed for 6 hours straight. Then went to the I love you. We seem to be reconciling but I'm very confused . I now realize how much he means to me but yet he still betrayed me & that can not be forgiven he still has not apologized. We talk everyday now. Not always the length i would like but he calls me up to 3 times a day. An over powering feeling came upon me a few hours after the candle was lit. I even had a telepathic exp. & had a the impulse to call him. I still have this feeling. It feels right just beyond me